When I was a kid, I used to hate writing. The main reason I hated writing was because writing involves braille and I despise braille with a burning passion. I have fine motor issues, so reading a lot of braille at once really hurts my fingers and my concentration. Although I did not like to physically write, I created stories in my head all the time. The first one I remember was when I was in preschool, probably about three years old, I got put in time out. I imagined jumping out of my chair and touching the lightbulb in the ceiling. In my story, the lightbulb turned me into electricity and I could manipulate peoples electronics. It was a wacky little story, but it started my journey into being a writer.
During school, when I had an assignment I had to write, for some reason, I was in capable of writing anything violent. I guess I was afraid that people would read it and out me about my cannibalism. Instead, I wrote barely readable fantasy adventures. They were admittedly not good. In my head though, I was coming up with more and more elaborate tales. As I grew older, the stories I created became a little less safe for work.I could never share the stories I made in my head though. One, it would be so much work, and for two, I was too embarrassed. Even after I came out about my cannibalism, I couldn’t share my Writing. It would be like Baring my soul.
It was my best friend who finally convinced me to write. She is a prolific writer who writes a chapter a day on average. I have no idea how she does it. One day, we were at the beach, and we were playing the game where one person says a sentence and then the other person says a sentence to make a story. so we ended up making cannibalism smut together. Once I did that. I knew I could write.
The first story I wrote was called Silver Moon-beam and was posted on Wattpad. I wanted it to become a novel, but I kind of gave up halfway through. It Was becoming more tedious then rewarding. I did create a full novella during school called Deadly Nightshade that is now on Amazon.
I am very proud of deadly nightshade. In addition to being my first book, it also worked to romanticize Endocannibalism, which is my goal. I hope the people who read my books will come to learn that Endocannibalism isn’t so bad.
I have more books coming including Annika which is going to be a hard look at society and how they view cannibalism. I have also written some short stories that are now on Reddit. They are definitely not safe for work.
I have found writing to be a beautiful and magical way to express myself. While I can’t make videos, make music, or do anything else really, I can still write and get my words out there to be heard.